What I’ve been running from and all the while preparing for:
The absence of a self-imposed care-giving sentence – in payment of a karmic debt relationship.
A relationship that gave me freedom to pursue roads that would lead me from mental prisons all the while illuminating the physical prisons I had placed upon and around myself.
My heart is bleeding without all I had for so long held within and is forever repaired by gratefulness.
I was loved in a way that demanded I find my worth, accept its beauty and then own it without apology.
What a cost has been paid in the journey of finding the value of my soul.
I was built for the purpose of mothering many. I am now in a place to mother myself.
So this is where I begin, again.
What am I grateful for?
- Acceptance of mental state without pathology
- Accepting the embrace of letting go
- Being ready to heal. “Never underestimate the ruthlessness of the ego to keep you in a state of suffering in which you voluntarily participate.” Iyanla Vanzant