in a dream a calendar date was given to me. this is the first time i recall a specific date.
i don’t know what it means and have spent a lot of time analyzing it and number harmonies in general, attempting to figure it out.
no answer. i’m nervous. i don’t want to share it and it’s not too far away. i wasn’t scared in the dream but when i woke up i felt like i needed to tell someone or a lot of someones. hello wordpress.
after school my son wanted to show me what he learned in art so sat next to me to draw an eye, but he drew it at the edge of the paper, so that only half of the iris was visible. instruction on the elements of space, negative and positive.
thoughts of the dream returned. having a date without understanding its importance felt like receiving one technicolor jigsaw piece amongst hundreds of satin black pieces.
what am i supposed to do with this information? surely it means something, right?
i’m considering that i may have adhd, so, it’s possible i received more than one technicolor piece but was too focused on the shiny black ones or chitty chatting with others to notice them.
maybe i need to seek comfort in what i do know, find peace in what i don’t and so ebb effortlessly into natural harmony within the elements of space.
maybe i just have a penchant for dreaming in adhd.