The Mine too deep Overburden too great Becoming a Tunnel A Source of Milk A Pleader of Love Feeding Conclusions Sans Dictum
Heated agony Dehydrated pain Embalming curse Broken In the Afterlife
Bodies stand before her as she stares To notice her gouging heart, rare She will not to participate In this guise, this life, this fate No longer does she want […]
She struggles In the middle road Her heart on both The right and The left In the middle she Holds out her hands To catch The baby from the left […]
Learning the heart and unlearning the mind Unlearning the gifts appearing too kind Admiring the sun and walking in thanks Accepting the falseness of smiling ranks As bodies feed on […]
“First learn stand, then learn fly. Nature rule Daniel son, not mine” - Mr. Miyagi
My two oldest sons get upset that I work so much. They tell me I need to get a job that pays more so I don’t need to work as […]
My neighbor is a drinker. I suspect I knew it when first I met and hugged her. Days of alcohol perfumed her skin, having reached limits it could not otherwise […]
"The essence of your mind is intrinsically pure." ~ Alan Watts
She counted fingers, counted toes What a love, what a state Wearing faces for the shows What a life, what a fate All that glitters Shakespearean Shines gold filled […]
The dead are not dead when their energy remains in you after their body has transitioned The living are not living when their energy remains in you after their heart […]
We hadn’t talked in weeks and she sent me a nasty text, telling me I was horrible and abusive, for choosing to leave him to ‘fend for himself’. How dare […]
1994 Palm Reading Went to the fair Waving empty hand Spotted golden hair Offset with perfect tan Approached smoky tent Sat smiling in his chair Gave five hundred cents To […]
Props are not required to showcase the gemstones in your heart Allow none to take account of your inventory and tell you its value Know your worth and reject […]
Sometimes I regress to stuttering with people I feel most comfortable with. A long-time client called and I started ta-ta-talk-talking He said, “Are you stuttering?” I stopped, apologized, started over, […]
If dating had the same penalties as football, some would never make it down the aisle that would eventually lead them to divorce court. At the very least, dating would […]
Frank would be in his sixties today. I don’t usually think about him but this morning he came to mind and I couldn’t release him, so decided to journal in […]
Some are penned in the ledger While others are erased Some come for pleasure Others stay for taste Some support you at zero Others come only at ten Some come […]
EJACULATION Bride Bridegroom Boyfriend Girlfriend Lover None does own the body None does own the mind None does own the breath Who are you releasing yourself from? Who are you […]
She pulled the priest aside and asked him to talk with her in the confessional before the ceremony, two hours away. It was raining, all of her planning had fallen […]
She opens a gate, things flood in and she promptly needs to close it. They always say yes to a proposed ideal. Politics 101. No one cares about MK Moderate. […]
[Trigger Warning: References to Death, PTSD (Sexual Abuse), Drugs & Alcohol]
She begs for help with surrendered submission His answer equal to the conceding petition She stands head bowed knowing there’s nothing to see The beggar continues to give three hundred […]
That was a short time off, yes? Manifesting is working much faster than expected and I’m back cause I discovered something. I was at a networking lunch sulking at my […]
I lost 60 pounds in twenty-four hours. Logic was temporarily suspended as I stared at the scale and smiled. It should have reflected the unsettling weight gain I was ready […]
S’il vous plaît entrer et repos Fermez vos yeux Faites taire votre voix Cachez vos votes Nous vous servirons bientôt Salue Miss Mandering Ouvrez votre bouche Goûtez les balles Le […]
It was a morning like all others, until I watched the bucks, transfixed At how something so beautiful and free in nature Could became stuck by the obscurity of man […]
Build. Build. Build. No Investment, No Return. A wise John arrives at three minutes, fifty seconds. I press pause. Imagining the love that must have been invested in his heart for […]
dying to color with deserted wax inside blemished boxes infused with shades of red hiding amidst a spectrum of orange
the arduous corridor melts my disapproving feet beneath the space forcing my energy announcing my arrival imploring my skin hairs on my arm raise intuition holds my hand grabs and […]
mail has finally landed eyes fix on falling feathers bringing to mind poetry, ink doorbell rings, flowers arrive reminders to water plants bringing to mind parched souls her parched […]
Resolve uncertainty residing at the base of Quantum Theory Wheel me into the wards of unreason for Genetic Therapies Woo me with your artificial intelligence and Nanotechnologies Strip me naked, […]
It was nighttime and the moon outlined the swells of the ocean hundreds of feet below. As I looked down from the bridge I slid across to the passenger side […]
“Cancel my subscription to the Resurrection, Send my credentials to the House of Detention… Before I sink into the big sleep, I want to hear… I want to hear.. […]
COLLEGE was a cherry picking tree merry-go-ground and the only degree with my name on it would read, “B.A. in B.S. Randomness”, with honors. I dropped out, dropped in, dropped […]
"If we remembered everyday that we could lose someone at any moment, we would love them more fiercely and freely, and without fear." ~ Unknown
"Silent thunder will too be silenced and the sun will speak." ~ Love Alchemy
She closes her eyes and thoughts meld themselves together, gray melted candle wax forming lines and shapes on blank linen pages. She hears wind begging entry through the boarded windows […]
The Gokai (5 Reiki principles)
Soft on the ears His timber of lies Hiding savory fears Finding salty eyes Lips in surrender Caresses her breast Tongue softly tender Slides along chest Soft on the ears […]
Embracing eyes in magnetic trance their hearts know all is possible.
Thoughts are intermittently forming as pictures of animals and words are disappearing, the hallucinations increasing with sleep deprivation. I sometimes turn to my ASMR Dream Team when nothing else works. […]
put up your dukes is the face she wears along with pink and purple curly hair she dons a leather holster under her bra wears hats with feathers and answers […]
I am amazed at the number of old people I have been privileged to sit with who have kept their story and dreams hidden, only revealing them on their death […]
He drives in a trance through thirty minutes of traffic two ways each day to sit behind a desk for ten hours. He’s taken this route for five years and […]
Always I’ve physically written down a thing I perceive to be positive or enlightening. Paper pads, journals, sticky notes, receipts, anything. I don’t have the notes organized. They can be […]
Over the last year I’ve gotten rid of a lot of material things so as a family we are as spartan as we have ever been. It has brought me […]
I felt an insistence to take big action. Abnormally big action. So I did. Then I immediately felt a familiar anxiety. A part of myself that recognized I wanted to […]
This is the story of lovely lady having a childish tantrum. What pushed me over the edge? I couldn’t find the envelopes. I needed to mail a check to a […]
When is the unveiling, the announcement? I don’t know. I walk seemingly unbridled, unafraid. I don’t see anything but in anticipation feel everything. How do I explain that it will […]
“Time is the substance I am made of. Time is a river which sweeps me along, but I am the river; it is a tiger which destroys me, but I am the tiger; it is a fire which consumes me, but I am the fire... ~ Jorge Luis Borges
“The creatures outside looked from pig to man, and from man to pig, and from pig to man again; but already it was impossible to say which was which.” ― George Orwell
“It was the best of times, it was the worst of times, it was the age of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness, it was the epoch of belief, it was the epoch of incredulity, it was the season of light, it was the season of darkness, it was the spring of hope, it was the winter of despair.” ― Charles Dickens
“Drinking is an emotional thing. It joggles you out of the standardism of everyday life, out of everything being the same. It yanks you out of your body and your mind and throws you against the wall. I have the feeling that drinking is a form of suicide where you're allowed to return to life and begin all over the next day. It's like killing yourself, and then you're reborn. I guess I've lived about ten or fifteen thousand lives now.” ― Charles Bukowski
“She was a genius of sadness, immersing herself in it, separating its numerous strands, appreciating its subtle nuances. She was a prism through which sadness could be divided into its infinite spectrum.” ― Jonathan Safran Foer
“In every crowd are certain persons who seem just like the rest, yet they bear amazing messages.” ― Antoine de Saint-Exupéry
Kill one man, and you are a murderer. Kill millions of men, and you are a conqueror. Kill them all, and you are a god. ~ Jean Rostand
A whole army, though they can neither write nor read, are not afraid of a platform, which they know is but earth or stone; nor of a cannon, which, without a hand to give fire to it, is but cold iron; therefore a whole army is afraid of one man. ~ J. Harrington
Nil illegitimi carborundum
“Sometimes, reaching out and taking someone's hand is the beginning of a journey. At other times, it is allowing another to take yours.” ― Vera Nazarian
Alchemy is the art of manipulating life, and consciousness in matter, to help it evolve, or to solve problems of inner disharmonies. - Jean Dubuis
“Dream delivers us to dream, and there is no end to illusion. Life is like a train of moods like a string of beads, and, as we pass through them, they prove to be many-colored lenses which paint the world their own hue. . . . ” ― Ralph Waldo Emerson
"When our individual life force enters our fetal body, the moment in which we become truly human, it passes through the pineal and triggers the first primordial flood of DMT. Later, at birth, the pineal releases more DMT. As we die, the life-force leaves the body through the pineal gland, releasing another flood of this psychedelic spirit molecule." ~ Rick Strassman
“You save yourself or you remain unsaved.” ~ Alice Sebold
... one can live in peace and still die by sword.
Have I reflected enough, too little, too much?
Still working on shielding...
Beautiful Harmonious Resonance!
Communicable Disease Notice
...my heart and my pen remain my truest voice.
...I do not know if I can react without taking his life.
...I am not as alone as I feel.
I am officially one.
This was a story line whose repeating incidence could not be coincidence.
Closed doors are always a blessing ...
I do not want to hear what I feel.
...something truly unique is brewing...
We were born to explore and create.
From as far back as I can remember, she hated me.
In this snowfall I am cold...
My exhaustion was begging me to surrender.
How long have you been overweight?
My misery does not love company...
21st Century Psychology
...yes, no and maybe can mean the same thing, unless I replace 'maybe' with 'herpes'.
All mothers are multilingual.
...we’re all walking Band-Aids.
In the end shall be the beginning...
...something is amiss.
...loyalty to ideals vs. loyalty to realities.
Truth hidden within names.
Was it a matrix moment?
...expect in return.
I am dying.
Money is neither armor nor salve for the inner and outer battles and wounds we endure.
Cups runneth over...
I pity the fool.
Where is your emotion?!
We are all healers.
...what did my child self see in him and love?
...in self-defense I shot the man.
Every doctor was wrong...
His whispers had become unavoidable shouts.
This journey demands breaks, falls, scrapes and bruises.
I was able to fulfill my lifelong dream of going to space.
...the separation of thought and emotion is what some people need.
...the death I long to surrender to, escapes me.
I miss that little boy and still see him in that man.
When I decided to marry, it was a cerebral decision.
... what other realities had she experienced?
...instead of explaining, he stalled the plane.
...angry at the asphyxiation suffered at silence while trying to breath in affection.
...would sit under her living room table for hours at a time, feeling out of sorts but hidden and safe.
...what we choose to align our energy with will yield to us the result of its fruit.
...there may always exist a misted and ethereal sorrow that may not be muted but in death.
We are all impoverished.
...sitting atop pyramids of gold.
He held my hand and comforted me.